I go through stages in life it seems.
I believe strongly in karma.
Why does mine suck?
Can I be happy?
Love sucks.
Boooo
:(
There are a lot of people like me. A person whose mind is constantly filled with thoughts. I myself can not even come up with a word to describe me. I constantly strive to do better but always fall back.
Why is that? Laziness? Fear? I resorted to drugs. All my LIFE I wanted to be known as someone. I was now known as a druggie. I loved every minute of it, until I saw the tole it was taking on my mind and body. I get mad at myself for not working out and yet I toke it up everyday and sit on the couch wasting my life away.
I want to..
find love. Each time I think I find him, HE finds her. Did my mom do something THAT bad when I was a child that I'M being punished for it? I have anxiety you know. Most likely cause of the weed. What goes through my mind you ask? I'll show you:
Right now I'M thINking of Butterflies just because I don't know what else to now im thinking aboUt HOW kEVIN.. NOW THE FIRST TIME when i snuck OUT oh the pain ive felt throughout the past hour. I CAN BE HUGE i just need a brake. no more weed. yes weed. no weed yes weed. WORK OUt nooo my muscles would rather relax. WHY you don't use them enough for them to want to relax DYLON!
I'm finished. i'm done. Goodnight readers.
