Saturday, October 6, 2007

TELL ME!

what would you like me to write about..... judging people, depression, Purpose in life, FF(friend fights)? etc! You choose I write! HAVE FUN!! I know I will! ;D

Depression :'(

There is one person that everyone knows, one person that everyone has heard of and one person that everyone thinks about and that person...... is ME! :D ahem...sorry off subject!
Recently I had become depressed 24/7! Some people who have never expierence this feeling dont understand. Depression take over your body, it makes you think of things that you would normlly never think about...and the thoughts are not good. They can be harmful to you. And anyone can be depressed for the easiest reasons. Friend getting hurt, cousins leaving, ect. I didnt want to continue feeling this way and i kept thinking of small ways to take my mind off it. Hurting myself, getting hit by a car, hanging myself. :( But you know what...that might take away my pain, but what about the pain of others? If I hurt, or worse, killed myself, then how would my family and friends feel. hmm, they would probably be depressed, and THEY might think of ways to take their mind off of the pain..and so on and so forth!
There are THOUSANDS
Of ways to help yourself through this time. And ya know what, your not the only one! :) People have gone through this for years and years!
Tell me if, all those I have had depression b4 people, do you feel like nothing helps when you are depressed, like know one cares, and when someone trys too help they are making it worse? If im right then you are wrong. Casue it might FEEL like it, but that doesnt mean its true. People do care and the thing that helped me the most to to let loose and Cry. 24/7 CRY!! let them know how you feel! SCREAM! Let your emotions pour out of you, streaming through you like water streaming out of a fosit! LET IT COME OUT!! For now thats all I have. :D I hope you feel better! And i hope whoever reads this, thinks! ;D